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My physical heart is flawed "And they are taking me away again,
far, so far away,
they say my weight is dangerously low,
and i don't have a say.
locking me in and feeding me up,
walls are closing in,
people speaking to my empty eyes-
anorexia is within.
my emotional heart bleeds so deep,
my real one is flawed,
an NG tube- the weight piles on, as
i watch you all applaud.
applauding at my uncontrollable misery,
laughing as you speak,
no mirrors around and i am blind- weighed
so i don't see my disgusting physique.
everyone wants to destroy me, she says,
i know it is not true,
but anorexia has all of my control...
I believe her over you ."
Just between me and anorexia " went to the doctor today; he said I'm dying.
i said ill try to get better but I'm only lying.
everyone stares at me while i pretend to eat dinner.
i cant stop; i have to be thinner.
I'm losing weight by the minute.
no one else can understand it.
my sister cries as my dad says it.
ill do anything just to fit in...
its hard to believe...I'm dying
my mom wont stop crying...
ill keep on pretendin;
ill do anything to be thin.
i wish i could get better, i wish i would start tryin.
but ill just continue to hide it, ill keep lyin...
i have a disease
no one should get involved; this is just between Ana and me." Sorry the poems are that great. I didn't have alot of time to look for REALLY good ones. 
Bonez 
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